[There is, somewhere in that walking anger straining against his walls, his leash, a desperate N O like a roar. On so many levels. Some flash of a memory unrestrained -- because everything in him is too busy holding onto the monster the Nest put in his brain.]
[Beasts, monsters. That thing in another Host's mind, lashing out, and he has to protect the others -- A monster like you... Yellow eyes from behind the glass. Mocking. Grinning. Broken and reformed - a MONSTER LIKE YOU has to make it stop he has to make it stop make it drop away into bottomless stars and M O N S T E R]
[Breathe.]
[Breathe and focus and count and don't let it happen again, you're in control.]
(Don't. Do this, Rani. Don't be like this... No one has to die... we need to stand together...)
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[There is, somewhere in that walking anger straining against his walls, his leash, a desperate N O like a roar. On so many levels. Some flash of a memory unrestrained -- because everything in him is too busy holding onto the monster the Nest put in his brain.]
[Beasts, monsters. That thing in another Host's mind, lashing out, and he has to protect the others -- A monster like you... Yellow eyes from behind the glass. Mocking. Grinning. Broken and reformed - a MONSTER LIKE YOU has to make it stop he has to make it stop make it drop away into bottomless stars and M O N S T E R]
[Breathe.]
[Breathe and focus and count and don't let it happen again, you're in control.]
(Don't. Do this, Rani. Don't be like this... No one has to die... we need to stand together...)